Scream to survive

Sometimes I want to scream. Scream, scream, scream about all the times you screamed at me. Scream out every awful word and scream out every glare. Scream out every time you made me cower in fear. Scream out all the times I just gave in. Scream out all the times I turned my back to them. Scream out all the thoughts of disappoint and rage. Scream out all the confusion and sadness and loneliness that you created. Scream at the way I let myself become. Scream for every time I listened to you and lied to them. Scream until it all comes rushing out at once, til there is nothing left but whom I was before I had to scream to survive.